Woke up this morning with sore throat and feeling abit feverish ...
Must be becoz I swam in a freezing pool yesterday ...
The water was freaking cold ...
I had to keep swimming to keep myself warm ...
I think I must have caught a cold ba ...
Decided to sleep til 9am plus before heading to Tampines Polyclinic ...
But NoOooOoOO !!!
I keep on receiving calls from my camp !!
Everytime I take leave or MC , I will confirm plus guarantee receive calls from my camp ...
Can I have some peace pls ??
Its damn irritating ...
Reached Tampines Polyclinic at about 9am plus ...
I was amazed by the small crowd today ...
Usually the whole polyclinic will be so packed that it will take u 3 hours to get out of there ...
It only took me an hour plus to get out of there for today ...
I met a very nice doctor today ...
He hates army as much as i do ...
Even asked me how many days of MC do I want ...
What if I say 1 wk ?
Wahaha ...

Went to try out this new salon near my neighbourhood ...
Not bad la my hair stylist ...
Quite skillful ...

When I reached home , I was thinking to myself "Maybe I can start playing Maple Story then at 3pm plus go gym ... "
Just before I wanted to switch on da com , I receive another call from my camp again !!
KaAaa-bOOM !!!
A landmine have exploded !!
Gotta rush back to camp to clear all the shit ...
But I am on MC !!!!
Where got people on MC still need to go back camp one sia ...
Si Bei Sianz ...
#$%^@@@**#$%%%&* !!!
Gotta drag my sorry ass back to my camp ...
TA MA DE ~!
Work til 6pm plus then we left camp ...

I hope to be a boss one day ...
You know why ?
Coz its the easiest job ...
Got work just ask ur staff do ...
If its completed then just tell them its a good job ...
If something goes wrong then just screw them upside down ...
Very diffcult meh ?

Reach home already 7pm plus ...
Suppose to meet my poly mates for dinner at 7pm ...
Quickly rush down to meet them but by then they have already eaten liaoz ...
We sat at NYDC Heeren tok cock sing song for a while before heading to Starbucks for a drink ...
Starbucks was packed like hell ...
Not even a single seat was available ...
I guess most of them are tired after a long day work ...
So we decided to head home instead ...

Oh ya ...
Heard from Jeremy that Armanda gave birth last night ...
Its a girl ...
Shane is her name ...
Congrats ANDY & ARAMANDA ~!

Wahhh ...
I am very tired ...
Can't open my eyes liaoz ...

Read this piece of interesting news on TODAY this morning ...

Quoted From TODAY :

BUS CONDUCTOR STRANGLES GIRL FOR NOT PAYING BUS FARE

A teenager girl in Beijing died after a bus conductor allegedly strangle her, suspecting her of not paying the full fare, state media said.

The 13 year old , Miss Xiao Rong , and her parents got into an argument with the ticket sales-women on the bus earlier this month and the bus attendent allegedly throttled her unconscious, the China Daily reported.

Doctors battled for 16 hours to save the girl before she died.

This is madness man ...
Hunman being are weird creatures on Earth ...
Kill someone just becoz she's not paying the correct fare ?
Ridiculous !!
Is it worth it ?
I think that person is being too passionate about his/her job ...
Totally went crazy when he/she finds out that someone is not paying the correct fare ...
Haha ~!
How much does it cost ?
60 cents , 70 cents or even 1 buck ?
come on la ...
That amount of money and u need to kick such a big fuss ?
Its not as if like the amount is 100 million ...
If I were there , I would just pay the fare for the little girl ...
And even invite both parties for lunch or dinner !!

I failed my Advance Theory yesterday ...
After attempting the first 5 questions , I got a feeling I will fail liaoz ...
I think most probably I will book my lessons with the school ba ...
Coz they will let you go thru several e-Trial test before you take the actual test ...
Most of the questions involves the practical part so study the book also like quite useless ...

Sometimes I asked myself this question "Am I Doing The Right Thing ?" ...
or "Am I being Pure Stupid & Irritating ?" ...
Hmmmm ...
I need some help from my sistas ...
AIN WHERE ARE YOU ~!

Attended the launch of F.E.A.R @ChinaBlack ...
A new online game in Singapore ...
Similar to Counter Strike ...
With scary scenes from Silent Hill ...
Those team vs team style like CS ...
"Fast pace killing each other" like HALF-LIFE ...
Its nice la But not my cup of tea ...
After a while I will feel like vomit-ing ...
Like machiam kena motion sickness ...
Feel damn horrible ...
Stopped after playing for a few mins coz I nearly puke out my dinner ...
Watched Damien played instead ...
Become boring after watching him play so decided to join in ...
I was in charge of throwing the grenade at the enemy ...
While he concentrate on shooting the enemy ...
He shoot ...
I throw ...
Superb combination ...
IT WAS DAMN FUN ~!
They were killed by my grenade in an instant !!
Once my grenade landed on them and they will go KA-BA-BOOOOOOOM ~!
Wahaha ...
Both of us were laughing our ass off la !!
I wonder did we make some new enemies during the game ...
Well , heck care la ...
Just a game anyway ...
WE JUST WANA HAVE FUN !!

I had MAC for my dinner ...
Felt so sinful ...
ARGHhHhHHhHh ~!

Something farni happend today in my office ...
Brennan was the lead actor ...
He neva failed to make us laugh with his stupid actions ...
As the days go by , we slowly realise that Brennan is evolving into a gay lord ...
He's joining da dark side ...
We dun wana believe in this rumour ...
But somehow his actions make us believe in it ...
This was what happend ...
Both he and Wen Xiang went into the toilet ...
This was what Brennan said before he went into the cubicle ...

Brennan (as he unzips his pants and goes into the cubicle) : " Yeah ~ Can play with my BROTHER liao lo ..." (Closes the door after he says that)

OH MY GOD !!
Brennan is a gay man la ~
Opps ...
Happy man I mean ...
Wahaha ~!

Anyway , I would like to take this opportunity to thank HER ...
You were right in criticising me ...
Wallow , self pity & sink into depression just becoz my situation is bad ...
I won't do it again ...
No more whining & complaining anymore ...
No more blaming of others for what i am now ...
"Just Shut Da F*** Up And Do Something About it !!"
Thanks ...


Tml is Advance Theory Test ...
Song bo !!
I haben study yet ...
Wish me luck ...
Wei ...
GIVE ME SOME TIPS LEH ~!

Tried using GOOGLE EARTH today ...
Came to realise that my Geography sux big time ...
I had a hard time trying to locate Singapore on the world map ...
Damn man ~!
Singapore too small liaoz la ...
Really very difficult to locate that small teeny weeny island ...
TA MA DE ...
Took me 15 mins to locate Singapore ...
After that it was worse ...
I WAS LOST IN TAMPINES !!
A place which I have been living since 1994 ...
Si bei sia suay ...
I keep on back tracking to TPJC after getting lost in dun noe which part of Tampines ...
Tampines really got so big meh ...
I think the map not accurate la ...
Wahaha ~!
EXCUSES ~!
I think it took me 20 mins plus to locate my hse ...
I was damn happy ~!
WO DE JIA ...

Yawnz ~
Woke up not long ago from my deep sleep ...
I wana go swimming ...
But ...
Tian hei hei ...
Just like yesterday ...
Sianz ...

So what have I done yesterday ?
Hmmm ...
Let me think ...

Woke up pretty late due to da post DBL 0 effects ...
Wanted to go for a swim ...
But tian hei hei ...
Si bei sianz ...
So just roll around on my bed while listening to some gd music from Zhang Zhi Chen & Jolin ...
I have been addicted to their songs ...
Mo Ri Zhi Lian & Dao Dai ...
These are the only 2 songs which is on my play-list right now ...
And I just keep on looping & looping the song ...
Wahaha ...

Went to meet Seng & Edmond for the Australia Studies Seminer @Orchard Hotel ...
Guess what ?
QUT did not participate in this year's seminer ...
Ta Ma De ...
Waste my time only ...
ArgHhHhhHHhHhhHH ~
Spoke to quite a number of people including my bro , cousin , sam & etc regarding my plans for my degree ...
And came to realise that actually I should disrupt from my NS around June next year ...
Then finish up my remaining NS period during my summer holidays ...
In this way , I won't be wasting too much time in Singapore ...
Hmmm ...
June next yr disrupt ...
That means ...
I AM ONLY LEFT WITH 8 MTHS !!!
OH NOOO ~!
I have not submit my application for my degree course ...
I have not settle my course fees ...
And the most important thing : I have not get my driving license yet !!!
Hmmmm ...
Seems like time is running tight for me ...
Need to get all these things done as soon as possible ...
Mai Tu Liao ...
2 yrs extemption is the maximum I could get for my course and you need to get at least C+ average grades ...
When I look at my results ...
OH MY FREAKING GOD !!!wi!
2 As ...
7 Bs ...
11 Cs ...
4 Ds ...
Wahaha ...
Its a joke man ...
I came to realise that I have such disgusting grades ...
What have I been doing during my 3 yrs ?
Billard , go gym to make myself look good , pool , play dai dee at ITAS canteen , play Quake & gunbound in the lab , play street soccer after my lessons & etc ...
Hmmmm ...
When I look back my days in Temasek Poly , I really regret that I did not study hard enough ...
If not , I would be able to enter into local Uni and won't be spending so much money ...
Haix ...
Those were the days ...

Went over to Devil's Bar to meet up with my platoon mates ...
Went in before 9pm ...
So its free ...
wahaha ...
Watched Wigan's match against Newcastle ...
Jason Roberts scored the winning goal for Wigan ...
Newcastle sux big time man ...
Not even a single shot on target except that header which should have been a goal if not for the linesman ...
After which I watched Liverpool's game against Blackburn and Manchester Utd's game against Sunderland ...
There were 2 TVs in front of me so I was trying very hard to watch both games at the same time ...
Wasteful & Woeful Liverpool ...
They had so many chances yet only manage to score one ...
Cisse was the main culprit ...
Though he scored the goal ...
But he missed so many clear cut chances ...
Fernando Morientes was another one ...
HE EVEN MISSED AN OPEN GOAL CHANCE ...
TA MA DE ...
Cannot make it seh ...
Have a good chat with Serene as she came with her friend ...
That vain girl keep asking me to take photo with her ...
Even took a pic of my back view ...
Siao char bo ...
I watched Boro's game as well ...
And not to forget Barca's exciting with Deportivo which ended 3-3 ...
Wahaha ...
First time I have watched so many soccer matches in a night ...
Where got people go Devil's Bar to watch soccer matches one sia ...
Shouldn't I be grooving to da music on the dance floor ?
Nah ...
I dun like the music there ...
R&B up 2 tempo plus abit of trance together ...
EeEeeEEEeEeeEeE ~
Not my cup of tea ...

Left the place at 4am plus ...
Went to take NR7 ...
NE NE Bao ~
I overslept and ended up at TP JC ...
Have to take a cab back home ...
TA MA DE ...
Reach home 5am plus ...
Buay tahan liaoz ...
Just went to sleep without bathing ...

End of my Saturday ...

Dun feel like going out today ...
I wana nua at home ...
Watch my Prince Of Tennis ...
And finish up some stuff which I was suppose to do long time ago ...

Ciaoz ...

Read Melvin's blog some time back and I found this entry rather interesting ...

Qouted From Melvin's Blog :

"
Perhaps, Love has always been an intricate subject. Are we being understanding to see through its complexity?

(Disclaimer: Today's blog entry is solely on the persona's inspiration. It is not meant to be directed to anyone else)

A relationship should never be taken lightly. This is the basis and the minimum pre-requisite, that both parties should partake before getting into a relationship.

As what many of us said, "No one is right or wrong in a relationship." Perhaps, we should learn to accept the unprecedented fact with grace, when things have actually turned into a bitter end. I have learnt the harsh fact that being in a relationship, requires ample of responsibilities. I see the point, and have it made note to it. Such infusing thoughts, serves as a constant reminder in reminding us on the reasons, why we are together.

In the ultimate end, we grew to learn what we want eventually. And playing the role of a supportive love one, should accede and not hoarding or constantly being taunted by the cruel fact that, one has been ditch. Separation may serves as a good alternative for the couple to end off futurist disagreements and discontentments.

But, at times, we should learn to withdraw back (in a gracious manner), when we know things are not getting right. Our heart's change. Feelings for one another changed gradually and unexpectedly. It takes a long-term committment for both parties to stay binded for life. And, that imaginary binding tread is called Love.

Love is such a complicating issue. There are so many kinds of love. And each relationship, has a different story to tell. It is a shared story weaved between the couples.

As for me, I chose to take things easily and letting it go, if I see there is a need to. It is not a matter of childishness or a lip-serviced maturity. It is a perception of every individual. There is always a reason... or perhaps a resonating reason, in which only myself, is able to fully comprehend. Frankly speaking, I don't really see a point in holding on a relationship, when there is no future. Instead of rattling and clinging onto a withering relationship, why don't we make a point in seeing it grow in a different angle (note: separation).

There are some things in which I find it real hard to explain. The complexity of love and the depth of it is just so intricate. But, one thing for sure is I am fully aware with what I want and I make a special effort in taking a bigger leap across, to venture another realm of love.

You don't need words to express friendship. You don't need a relationship to be in love. Love is not transactionary and this theory applies to friendship as well. Instead, we should embrace people or even friends with our open arms. Why are we being choosy with the people we should or should not know? Nobody enjoys being branded or categorized into our pro-created categories for friends, ie "Good friends" or "The untouchables". You don't need to do something to recipriocate the value of friendship. Because, the value of friendship can never ever be measured with any monetary means.

Life is not just revolving around relationship. Have we failed to see the essential values of friends and their providences' presence. Much of our inner healing should be delicated to our physical space. Yes, ourselves. Our friends can help and aid us to a certain extent. The real challenge in life is about changing and coming out stronger by our own means. And that is the reason why God created us!

"Friends are friends forever, if the Lord's the Lord of them"

Without the end of one's relationship, one wouldn't have undermine and learn to take a greater leap into the society. As for me, I know my friends... my classmates... my newly-made friends.. my buddies will always be there for me. I knew they will. No qualms about them. And that is what I called a platonic relationship!

Sweet friends like these... are always hard to come by. Well, I have found you!



"And a friend will not say never'
cause the welcome will not end
Though it's hard to let you go
In the father's hands we know
That a lifetime's not too long to live as friends."

"

Like what i told you ...
Your entry is chim but I love it !!!

Still suffering from da post DBL O effect ...
Feeling super tired ...
Wanted to have a gd rest today ...
But my boss throw spanner at me ...
Sianz ...
I even wanted to blog first before taking a rest ...
But NO ~!
ARgHhHhH ...

Went Tampines Interchange to take a walk after work ...
Initially only wanted to buy T-shirt from S&K ...
But ...
In the end , I bought a pair of shoes as well ...
Wahaha ...
Die la ...
Start Of month only and I have already spend so much ...
I betta start controlling my spending ...

On my way home , I saw Ronald ...
Wahhh ...
He's having a good life @Tekong ...
Admin spec at HQ ...
Playing for Safsa ...
8-5pm everyday with combat pay ...
Books out every alternate day to play soccer ...
Song sia ...
Anyway , he ask me to play street soccer with them ...
Since i have no plans for tonight , why not ...
So I went back to take a quick bath before joining them for street soccer ...
Wahhh ...
These guys are really fast man ...
Very fast pace game ...
Couldn't really catch up with them ...
I am too rusty liaoz ...
Need to play soccer regularly ...
Been a few wks since FFU last played street soccer ...
Guard duty , this and that la ...
Now da CDOs just went Thailand for training ...
Sianz ...

I have seen myself grown abit mature since last week ...
No point complain , complain & complain ...
Da more u complain & whine , da more you won't wana do it ...
So ...
Might as well just do it rite ...
Now my new motto : " Just Shut Da F*** Up And Do Something About it !! "

I am really very tired now ...
Need to sleep liaoz ...
Buaiz ...

Met Ain & Foo At Esteler 99 @City Plaza for dinner ...
Ate their famous BBQ Chicken set meal ...
We ate til damn full ...
Forget-ing that we are heading to Geylang Serai ...
DAMN IT !! ...

So Ain became our tour guide for this trip ...
She brought us thru the whole stretch of shops ...
Da Malay traditional wear was the main theme there ...
It was everywhere man ...
Baju Kurung comes in different size , patterns and designs ...
For kids , teenagers & adults ...
Foral patterns , plain color , squares design , stripe patterns & etc ...
The designs come in all sort of shapes and sizes ...
Carpets , curtains , decorative items , toys and not to forget , FOOD ...
Damn it la ...
We could only see & smell da food coz we were too full liaoz ...
ta ma de ...
But "DenDeng" caught my attention when we were walking down the shops ...
So what's that ? ...
It is the Malay version of Ba Gua ...
Of coz its not pork ...
Chicken & beef Ba Gua ...
Smells nice ...
But too bad I was too full ...
I enjoyed myself today ...
Able to experience the Malay culture ...
Able to feel the Hari Raya spirit ...
Thanks Ain ...
I will bring u to WaterLoo Street during next year's Chinese New Year ...

Actually in order to have world peace ...
We should all understand each races culture and way of life ...
Don't you think so ? ...

Learnt some new words today when I was @Geylang Serai ...
"Pileh" which means choose ...
"Murah" which means cheap ...
So the shop keepers will shout "Pileh Pileh Pileh !! Murah Murah Murah !!" ...
Which means to ask people to choose what they want and the items are cheap ...
Interesting right ...
Hahaha ...

Met up with FFU to celebrate Siang's birthday @Thai Express Paragon ...
The food there is good man ...
Especially the Tom Yum Soup ...
Yummy Yummy ~!

Seng , Edmond & me head to DBL O after that ...
DBL O is a nice place to relax and chill out ...
But the music there is so-so ...
I hate rojak music man ...

Just reach home only ...
Die la ...
Later still must bk in ...
Go sleep liaoz ...
Nightz ...

Today is a weird day ...
Usually Mondays are so difficult to pass by ...
But today is quite different ...
My Monday pass by me so fast that I didn't even know what happen ...
Perhaps I was too busy liao ba ...
Busy with handling so many stuff ...
My work seems to be never ending ...

Woke up at 11am plus all thanks to Edmond's call ...
Went Orchard to meet up with Seng and Edmond ...
We went around shopping for stuff ...
I did not bought anything ...
But Edmond bought a sling bag from TOPMEN ...
Went Genki Sushi @Forum to have our dinner ...
Went over to E-Games to play dota ...
Battlenet really sux man ...
So many leavers & quitters ...
Totally spoil the game man ...

When I reach home , I thot today was Saturday man !!
I dun noe why but it just feel like Saturday ...
All of them keep telling me is Sunday ...
But I refuse to believe them !!!
NooOOooooo ~!
Tml need to bk in lo ~!
Wahaha ...

Was an unused sub for today's match ...
AFS won 3-1 ...
Pretty disappointed ...
But its ok la ...
The team is strong so I need to fight for my place ...

Going to meet Steven for supper @Geylang ...
He told me that the Dim Sum is nice ...
It betta be nice man ...
Go so far just to eat Dim Sum ...

Late liao wor ...
Gotta go liaoz ...
Buaiz ...

Had my first training session with my formation side team ...
All of them were pretty good ...
Full of stamina ...
Good control of ball ...
Always running into space ...
To make a successful pass is their main focus ...
This is how we ensure victory for every match ...
The team gel quite well ...
Foresee myself sitting on the subs bench on Friday ...
Long time since FFU had a soccer match on the field ...
Feel pretty rusty ...
Didn't really know my team well ...
So pretty hard to fit in ...
Missed a few simple chances ...
Screwed up quite a bit of the passing ...
Things turn for the better as the game goes on ...
Scored a few goals ...
Made some pretty nice pass ...
Didn't really take on players ...
Just wana play a simple game ...
Run into space ...
Support them ...
Played some one-two ...
Try to intecept the pass from my opponent ...
Pass da ball to them if they are in a betta position ...
Need to improve my stamina and touches on the ball ...
I need to become a betta player ...

Only soccer can make me forget all my worries and troubles ...
Without my worries and troubles , I feel happier and lighter ...
I dun wana go thru all these struggles again ...
God pls spare me from all these ...
Just hit me with the truth ...
Dun let me find out myself ...
Coz its a long and painful process ...
Hit me straight in my freaking face ...
I rather have a short & painful experience ...

I long to be free ...
One day ...

Went KBOX @Pavilion with Seng & Ivan ...
Ivan & I machiam having a mini concert ...
Keep on shouting & screaming ...
I like Zhang Zheng Yue songs ...
Stress relief man ...
Keep on shouting into the mirc ...
Damn fun ...
WE ARE THE ROCKERS !!! ...
Da bill turn out to be pretty cheap ...
Each person only pay around $14 ...
Hmmmmm ...
Budget sia ...
Next time must go on a wednesday ...
Imagine from 8pm sing til 2am for 14 bucks ...
Good deal ...

Was blog hopping when I came across this particular person's site ...
Wrote some stuff which was pretty scary ...
Was it me that person was toking about ? ...
Hmmmmm ...
I certainly hope that its not me ...
But in my heart "I think its me " ...
That's me ...
Being sensitive at the wrong time and wrong stuff ...
Haiz ...
Begin to "wu shi luan xiang" again ...
I have been thru this state before ...
I dun wana repeat it again ...
I just wana be happi ...

I hate Mondays ...
I sound like Garfield huh ...
Wahaha ...
Totally no mood to do anything ...
Just sit on the chair and stare into blank space ...
That's life on a Monday ...

Had a damn happening conversation with my bitching buddies ...
Foo & Ain ...
Keep on toking rubbish ...
All hell break loose ...
No disqualification ...
No rules ...
No anything ...
Haha ...
That's normally how we communicate ...
Oh ya ...
Foo is in love with her "cutie" ...
Pls help to spread da news ...
Wahaha ...
I keep on disturbing her ...
Even put it as my nick ...
Irritate the hell outta her ...
So damn farni ...

Didn't know girls like her also can be shy too ...
Boys shy ...
Girls shy ...
Like that how to find boyfrend/girlfrend ...
Wahaha ...
I am toking rubbish once again ...

Gave her some good advice ...
Dun be shy girl ...
Go for it ...
You can do it ...
In the end , I became Dr. Love ...
Dr. Love without the G-I-R-L-F-R-I-E-N-D ...
Damn ironic ...
"L" for loser ...
Wahaha ...

Action speaks louder than words ...
True true ...
Very true ...

Woke up early today for some street-soccer action ...
But to my surprise , tian hei hei ...
Luckily the rain did not last long ...
Didn't really played for long ...
Coz it was simply too hot ...
And there are no teams playing ...
2 hrs plus is enough to kill us ...
Rush home to take a good bath before heading to my grandma's place ...

SteamBoat was the theme for the night ...
its the best man ...
I just keep on eating and eating and eating ...
Vegetables , Fish , pork , prawns , tofu & etc ...
Just whack only ...
Dun care ...
Wahaha ...
Then came the beverage part ...
RED WINE ...
Song Ar ...
Best combination ...
A sip of red wine and a bite of fresh prawn ...
Lagi song man ...

Went back home to watch Liverpool-Chelsea match ...
Damn disappointing ...
Pool lost 4-1 ...
Liverpool played a betta game ...
But Chelsea score 2 taiko goals ...
Stupid Traore ...
Ta Ma de ...
Make such a stupid mistake to let them take the lead ...
" #@$%&**** !!! " ...

Its good to hear that sweet voice of urs again ...
Make a call also so difficult ...
That's me ...
Think & think & think ...
In the end won't do it coz its too late liao ...
I have been thinking alot lately ...
I have been busy lately ...
You know what ...
I have been busy thinking about you lately ...

Happy Childrean's Day ...
Hmmm ...
I still remember my days in Bedok Town Primary School ...
Having so much fun during the celebration ...
Games to play ...
Food to eat ...
Performance for us to watch ...
Life is so simple back then ...
As long as there are food to eat and games for us to play ...
We will be contented ...
That was like 10 odd years ago ...
Now ...
Times have changed ...
We all try to sought for this "simple" life ...
Simple = Complicated ...
The more we wanted it to be simple ...
The more complicated it gets ...
That's life ...

Seng , Siang , Kelvin & I went for Edmond's commissioning parade ...
All of wore green T-shirt ...
It was unplan ...
It was unbelievable ...
We are GreenDay !! ...