Freaking unlucky ...
All the things which I have been doing since I came in CAI ...
All the mess which I have finally cleared up ...
All the files & folders which I have spend so much time categorizing ...
All the hardwork & effort ...
Gone just like that ...
Stupid hard-disk just crash for no reason ...
Not even a sign of struggle ...

Are all these karma ...
Nah ...
I prefer to see it as an obtacle given to me by GOD ...
Sad definitely I am ...
Cry like a baby I will not ...
Stand up and fight like a true warrior I will ...
I will build back my kingdom which was swallowed by the monster ...
But this time , this kingdom will be better & stronger than the previous one ...
"What Can't Bring Me Down Can Only Make Me Stronger" ...

Moral Of The Story : Always Learn To Back Uo Your Stuff
Never Put All Your Eggs Into 1 Basket

Took leave today just to collect my HP IPAQ PDA ...
Stupid rite ...
Wasted a day's leave just to collect something ...
Just too lazy to report back to camp ...
Woke up at 10am plus ...
Laze on the bed for a few hours before finally declare the start of my day ...
Watched last weekend's soccer matches while I was having my breakfast ...
Watched ALOT LIKE LOVE before making a trip down to SAFRA for a good swim ...
Alighted at REDHILL MRT station before taking a cab down to the company ...
Then suddenly I realise that Queensway Shopping Centre is freaking near me ...
So I walk down there to take a good look at some Nike Dunks series ...
Still not sure which model I am gonna get ...
I just want a pair of nice brown shoes to go with my jeans ...
Broke at the moement ...
So must wait for next month ...
Sianz ...

Started reading the book which Brenn borrowed for me ...
"Idiot's Guide To PHP" ...
Pretty similar to VB.Net I should say ...
Just the syntax difference only ...


echo "I LOVE PHP"

?>

Woke up with a damn irritating running nose again ...
What's new man ...
Sianz ...

This is the photo which I have been working on ...
More work to be done ...
So this will be version 1.0 ...
Feel free to leave your comments about my work ...
I need constructive comments to help me improve my work ...

Went swimming @Safra with Rachel in the morning ...
It was so damn packed as usual ...
Spend all my time swimming from left to right trying not to bump into someone ...
In the end , we decided to stay by the side of the pool to chit chat instead ...
Rachel had to leave early to go back Dunman to collect her sis's report book ...

The story begins after Rachel left ...
Happen to bump into Ronald , Jia Yuan & Stanley in the pool ...
Swim , chit chat , sun tan for quite a while before we left for lunch ...
Had my EBI rice burger @MOS Burger ...
Not knowing how to spend our next half of the day , someone suggested to go Orchard ..
So off we go to town in our shorts and slippers ...
Look machiam like I live in a condo opp Orchard , coming down for some grocery shopping ...
Met up with rest of the DogShit FC members @Zara ...
I was amazed by the amount of stuff they bought ...
They shop like machiam either they have just receive their pay or they have just stike 4D ...
I checked my calender ...
HELLO !!! Its end of the month ...
Your pay should be gone by now ...
Amazing ...
So they try & try & try ...
Buy & buy & buy ...
I spend most of my time sticking with JiaYuan ...
You know why ...
Coz we receive the same freaking amount of pay !!! Damn ...
In the end , each of us bought a T-shirt from TopShop for 13 bucks ...
Haha , that's budget shopping ...
After nearly covering the whole of Orchard , our legs are tired and our stomach need some good food ...
So we head towards Ang Mo Kio for our dinner ...
Didn't know that place have such good food man ...
I think must be that glass of lime juice ...
Help us to improve our apettite to the max ...
Wanted to catch a movie initially ...
But after much discussion , they decided to drop the idea and head home instead ...
Alvin gave me a lift back home ...
Keep telling him to turn here turn there ...
Rest of them comment that my house is like a maze ...

Wanted to go down to Indochine to join Siang & Katek ...
But by the time I finish bathing , it was like close to 12am ...
Thinking of how much money I need to spend if I go down now ...
Hmmm I rather not ...

It was an unusual day for me ...
Going out with DogShit FC members ...
But I had lots of fun crapping with them ...

Came back home looking so confused ...
Went to this seminer at MIS Technologies Centre about the launch of their new course "Digital Media" ...
It was damn impressive ...
This is the course which I am looking for ...
I need to improve my designing skills ...
I need to build up my portfolio ...
I need a place which will teach me how to design a commercialised work ...
But ...
"Digital Media" is a diploma course ...
Who in the right state of mind would take up a diploma course again ...
Degree or Portfolio ...
Programming or Mulimedia ...
I really dun noe what I want ...

Happend to pass by HER blog in the afternoon ...
Glad that she's doing well ...
She touched on something which is pretty interesting ...
"is it that hard to be friends back with your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend?" ...
Some time ago , someone asked me this question too and I told her that it's a myth ...
I mean that's my point of view ...
Some may agree while some may disagree ...
To me , I have already forgotten what have happend between us ...
And definitely ready to be friends with u again ...
But like what you have said , the problem lies with you ...
To be fair , I can't blame you for that ...
A year back , your "Hi" means everything to me ...
Everytime I pass by you , my heart will be beating so fast ...
Hoping that you would say "Hi" to me ...
In the end , You didn't ...
My heart would just stop beating and how I hope I could just find the tallest building to commit suicide ...
But now ...
It don't mean a thing to me anymore ...
You know why ? Coz ...
I dun deserve it ...
I came to realise that why hope for things which I dun deserve it ...
Seriously speaking , I believe in retribution ...
Just look at you , you got a nice family , caring friends & lovely boyfriend ...
What about me ? ...
My life is without directions ...
Everyday also dun noe doing what ...
Can't motivate myself ...
Still single looking for her ...
All these are karma ...
But trust me ...
I am changing ...
Taking our past relationship as a lesson and moving on ...
Improving to become a better person ...
Even criminals do deserve a 2nd chance ...
Am I right to say that ...
That's up to you to decide ...
But to me , if erasing my existence in your memory will make u a happier person ...
Just do it ...
Coz I dun deserve it ...
And most importantly , I just want you to be happy ...
Just like what you have said to be true to yourself ...
I totally agree with it ...

Back to myself ...
In my 21 years as Mr Sin Hon Peow , I had alot of regrets ...
But if I keep on dwelling on them , I can't move on ...
Let regrets be part of my memory ...
Regrets serve as a painful experience for me ...
I will let those tears flow in my heart and move on ...
Move on ...
Move on ...
Move on ...
Move on ...

To that someone ...
I just wana be your pillar of support ...
Share your ups and downs ...
Share your happiness and sorrows ...
Trust me ...
I am trying ...
Can you feel it ?

Met up with my good sis Rachel & Wonder Woman WeiXin at Tampines Mall for a simple dinenr ...
A major make-over at the basement of TM ...
Look like Bugis now ...
With so many food stalls surrounding us , we were spolit for choice ...
Took a while before we decided on what we gonna eat ...
Yakitori lunchbox was yummy ...
Decided to try some Taiwanese dessert after our main course ...
Total disappointment ...
Rachel dessert became a drink instead ...
Mine was beancurd served with ice cubes ...
What the hell ...

Learnt some great photoshop techniques from www.good-tutorials.com ...
Still not completely done yet ...
More touch-up to be done ...

Received Clara's project ...
Time to start the engine ...
PHP = Power Han Peow ...
Thanks for the encouragement Forrest ...

Sempang Bedok dinner with my bitching buddies Ain & Foo ...
Whole night telling me how busy they are gonna be next time ...
Coz they going for SIA and Emirates interview u see ...
Air stewardess they dream to be ...
Dreamers they are ...
The Roti John was good ...
But not my black pepper chicken rice ...
Look more like a plate of chicken covered with tar ...
Disgusting ...
As usual , we tok about anything under the moon ...
Opps , sun i mean ...
This SBS bus with the "Welcome To Thailand" advertisement keep on going past us ...
Tempt us to go Thailand for some serious shopping trip ...
I WANT A GET-AWAY TRIP !!!

Suppose to meet at 9pm ...
Dun noe why ended meeting up at 7pm ...
Met up with Joel ...
Jeremy came but left shortly after that ...
So it was of a date for Joel & me ...
So lovely the two of us going on a date at PS ...
Damn gayish it was ...
Stupid Jeremy ...
Gave Andy a mini surprise on his birthday ...
Armanda bought so much food that we nearly could not finish ...
That Armanda walk so fast despite the xtra weight on her ...
Keep on asking her to slow down ...
Oh ya ...
She's gonna give birth soon ...
Can't wait to see the baby ...

Caught a cold today ...
Keep on sneezing ...
AHHHHHH CHOOOOooOoOooo ~!

Today was Forrest's house warming party ...
Only 3 of us were present ...
Siong , Brennan & me ...
All the others zhu pattern ...
TA-MA-DE ...
Anyway , met up with Brennan at Tampines before heading to Newton MRT station ...
Forrest's house is really damn ULU ...
All the cab drivers dun even have a clue where his hse was ...
So we waited and waited til the cows come home ...
Finally we decided to just take any cab and slowly direct him to his house ...
Drop at somewhere near his house and started looking where could his house be ...
Lucky we turn right instead of left ...
Or else we could be in the next episode of "Missing" ...
Let me think what did while we were there ...
Hmmmm ...
Ate M&M chocolates , Ruffles potato chips , play Top-Spin , shoot some balls on the pool table ...
Da food was great ...
Indian crusine ...
There's even this prata man who will make you some hot sizzling pratas on the spot ...
Stupid Brennan ...
Indirectly made me the clown of the day ...
Dun noe why order so many pratas ...
How could we finish it ...
So I went over to Forrest's table who was with his family & friends ...
And ask them this simple question ...
"Would you guys like to have some pratas ?" ...
Guess what ...
All of them started laughing their ass off ...
Hmmmm ...
I guess I must change my name to Peow Rock ...
Do I have this comical face like Chris Rock ? ...
A simple question could actually trigger a series of laughter ...
I can't believe it man ...
Thanks Brennan ...

Have a chat with Clara and found out that she's from SMU ...
WAHHHHH ...
I am so jealous ...
I wana go SMU ...
Why didn't I study hard enough during my poly days ...
Sianz ...
Left his house pretty late ...
Not knowing what bus brings us to the nearest MRT station ...
We decided to walk to Newton MRT station ...
Took us freaking 1/2 hr to reach there ...
TaMaDe ...
Somemore we encounter this strange auntie who asked us what day is today ...
Freaking scary ...
EeEeeeEeeeeeeeEe ~!

Failed to wake up on time for AFS Carnival @Fort Canning ...
Luckily my bro gave me a ride there ...
Pretty boring there ...
Nothing much to do down there ...
Left before it even ended ...
Went to play DOTA instead ...
Had lunch at PS after that ...
Brennan & Sam wanted to catch a movie ...
But I was not in the right mood ...
No mood to do anything ...
Si bei Sianz ...
Maybe you know why ...
Sry guys ...

Went to watch THE LONGEST YARD at night with Mitch & Peng ...
Damn farni show ...
Laughing my ass off in the cinema ...
Good movie ...

Went Bedok 85 Market with Mitch , Peng , Tim & Evan for supper ...
Ate the same usual stuff there ...
Sit down there tok cock sing song til pretty late ...
Home Sweet Home ...

This entry reflects the feeling of mine ...
Mood-less ...