October 30th 2003 is a day which i will remember for life .... The day which my girlfrend whom i have been for 2 yrs broke up with me .... Haiz

Suddenly , the world seems dull to me as life without her seems so meaningless .... what have i done wrong to deserve all this ? i cried thru the night and kept punching the wall til my hands bleed .... but still i couldn't forget her....haiz

i tried everything to change her mind but nothing seems to work ... all i need is just another chance ... why she dun wan give me ? Haiz....

I cried in front of my classmates and they were all so shocked ... haiz ... i just couldn't control it man and i do not want them to see me in this kind of state .. y am i such an emotional man ? haiz....

I am really at a loss now ...can someone tell me what to do ??? wondering what is the next step for me .........suddenly i feel so lonely and started thinking " What I am going to do without her ? " ...Holidays are coming and seems like i am gonna be a lonely man ... haiz

Hoping for a miracle i guess ..... haiz

Hi guys ~!~! My first posting in here ... pretty cool huh ? hahahaha.....

So why am i here ? I felt that too many things have happend on me , so i decided to find a place to write my feelings & thoughts .....