In Loving Memory Of My 2 Year Old Hamster Who Passed Away Peacefully In Her Sleep On This Very Day . . .

Received a piece of good news in the afternoon ....

Seems like the police have found my grandpa last night at 10pm near Tampines Polyclinic ... "How did he manage to get there ?" was the first question which I asked my mum when she told me the good news ... I find it quite amazing as he leaves his house at Bedok without any EZ Link card and yet he was found at Tampines ... haha ~! Wahh ... walk from Bedok To Tampines ... that's quite a distance man ... pei fu pei fu ~! Despite his age , he still got so much stamina and strength ... really amazing ~!

Thank GOD that the police manage to find him man ...

Hope this will serve as a valuable lesson to us not to let him leave the house alone ever again ...

Received a very disturbing news after I am done with my soccer and had to rush down to BEDOK as soon as possible ...

My grandpa went missing since early morning and never came back for dinner ... when I heard this news , I was so angry at my grandma for letting him go out alone knowing that he suffers from LAO REN CHI DAI ZHENG ... the whole of SIN family was mobilized to find my grandpa and all of us went to different parts of BEDOK to find him ... in the end , we couldn't manage to find him and eventually had to rely on the police to bring him back to us ...

Today suppose to be his birthday and we are having a dinner at one of the restaurants ... sad sia he went missing on his own birthday ...

Lets pray that the police will find him soon ba ...

Had Souel Garden for dinner with FFU and it sure taste good man especially their fried chicken wings which totally rocks man ... lucky we sat just beside the tray where the stuff will pour all the freshly fried chicken wings and the moment the bell rang , one of our guys would just grab as many as he could and bring it back to us ... been a long long time since I have went to a buffet like this ... wonder how much weight have I put on ? haha ...

We were discussing whether to watch SHUTTER or INCREDIBLES as 2 of our guys were too ball-less to watch a horror movie ... an RSAF officer who is too afraid to watch a horror movie ? What for go OCS sia .... hahaha ~! In the end , we split into two groups with the 2 ball-less creatures watching INCREDIBLES and the rest of us watching SHUTTER ... well , SHUTTER was a good movie with a unexpected twist towards the end of the movie ... definitely worth the money man ... there were some scenes which nearly scare the hell of or me ... damn scary ~!

Chill at CHEERS before heading back home to catch some sleep ...

Yawnz ~! Just woke up not long ago ....

This week is simply the best ever since I have enter army as I need not go back to camp on Thursday , Saturday & Monday .... how cool is it man !! Finally I get to wake up at 11am plus !!! This is my life : waking at late , slacking at home , chill out with friends til the late night and playing street soccer til my legs are numb ... This is so enjoyable man ~!

" Its My Life !!! Its Now Or Never ... I Dun Wana Live Forever ... I Just Wana Live The Way I Like ... Its My LIFE ~!~! "

On Wednesday , I made a trip down Zouk and it was freaking packed man !!! There was no chance in hell that we could even squeeze into the crowd ... saw alot of my frends there whom also gave up in the end and went to have supper instead ... though I missed the chance of partying , I saw alot of very nice cars like mini cooper , lambourgini , Merc sports car & etc and also hot babes too !! So I felt more like I went to a car show with all the race queens besides the cars ... hahaha ~! In the end , we went for supper at Geylang and head back home ...

On Thursday , I met up with FFU to do some window shopping at town and saw quite alot of stuff which caught my eye but too bad my pay is only $350 !!! Sobz ....

On Friday , I make another trip to Zouk and this time I finally get to go in !!! The music was alrite ... not too bad nor too good ... but the party was soon over as 2 of my frends were dead drunk and I had to take care of them as one was vomitting and the other was simply dead as he was just lying on the floor sleeping ...

On Saturday , I went Orchard to support the launch of VitalSign aka the newest online MMORPG and I must say it was pretty impressive man ... met up with Tom , Yox & Siang to walk around Orchard before heading back To Xuanwei's house to watch Milan Baros score a last minute penalty to help Liverpool beat Crystal Palace by 3 goals to 2 ...

On Sunday , it was street soccer as usual but this time there was a total strength of 14 !!! It has been a long long time since so many of us have gather together to play soccer as most of them are busy with their NS life ... that day's highlight was the special guest appearance by Xianmin & Anthony whom I lost touch with since they have entered NS ... great to see them back in action again man ... It was a great day as nothing makes me happy except than playing soccer ... hope every Sunday will just be like today where so many of us will gather to play soccer til the late afternoons ...

And here I am updating my blog on a Monday afternoon ... I just feel so good without having to go back to my camp ... but sad to say , tomolo I have to go back again .... si bei sianz ~! Getting $350 per month is sad man ... wanted to buy so many things but looking at my pay ... I guess its betta to control myself ... wanted to buy dark green / brown T-shirt , cargo pants , jeans and many many more but ... haix ~! Saw a very nice Adidas black sling bag with the "Adidas" word in red at Orchard last night and it cost 60 plus bucks man ... si bei expensive loh ~! I can't resist the temptation liaoz lah ... I WANT THAT SLING BAG !!!! Anyone willingly to buy me that bag ?? Wahahaha ...

Time to play Ragnarok Online ... til next time ... same channel same time same old PEOW PEOW ... see ya guys ~! Buaiz ...

Finally I have a chance to sit down on my computer to blog after a busy weekend ...

Went Samuel's house to stay overnight on Friday as I get a taste of the pain he goes thru everyday to travel from his house to Air Force School ... It's a very very long journey ~! Journey To The West was the code name for the day as Samuel aka Tang Shen Chang aka Shi Fu, Louis aka Zhu Ba Jie with his breast on his stomach & me aka Sun Wu Kong started our journey after 5pm as we travel to Yishun to grab some games from Ba Jie's house ... Due to Ba Jie's size , his movement was extremely slow as he took his own sweet time to bath and pack his stuff ... So both Shi Fu & I waited til our stomach was calling out Ba Jie's name repeatedly ... We took the horse aka taxi to Shi Fu's house as we were all dying of hunger ... And finally we have reached our destination : Bukit Panjang ... Wahhh ~! Shi Fu's mum was a great cook man !! She prepared Bak Kuh Teh with some side dishes which was so YUMMY ~! Eat til we have to hold our stomach and walk around ... Song !! Watched Singapore Idol which Leandra was voted out and it was kinda of expected ... After which we watched The Champion which Wu Kong fell asleep half way thru the show and woke up only after the show ... when Wu Kong woke up , Shi Fu & Ba Jie were happily playing games as he quickly took a shower and joined them ... Played Winning Eleven with Shi Fu which both of us were on level terms with each of us winning a match ... Afraid that he might be thrashed by me , he decided to change to another game which Ba Jie took over and showed us how it was being played ... As usually , Ba Jie's skills were too lousy and Wu Kong had to take over the duty of destroying all the demons ... When Wu Kong was done , both Shi Fu & Ba Jie were fast asleep liaoz ... Lousy sia both of them , still say wana stay all night to play game ~!

Went back camp on Saturday looking like a walking zombie with two big big round round patches around my eye ... Went Bugis to have our lunch and went to the Arcade hoping that we could win ourselves a N6100 phone ... There's this game by the name of STACKER which cost only $1 and you could win attractive prizes like MP3 player , CD Player , Mobile Phone and etc ... It's so worth it man ... with $1 and you could win such expensive stuff ... song bo ~! Last week , we just encounter this person who spend around $20 to win himself 4 N6100 ... So this is how the game goes : There's this LED block which you must stack it horizontally to the top with each level having increasing speed ... it may seems easy but it's damn difficult man ... Samuel spend arund 20 bucks on that machine ... hahaha ~! I WILL WIN THE N6100 ONE DAY !!!! Rushed back home to change and met up with FFU to shop around at Orchard ... good to see them again after weeks of absence as most of them had their weekend burnt due to their FieldCamp ... Went to meet Liwen , Steven , Tim & Danny Sir half-way thru to have dinner and OH MY GOD , both Liwen & Tim have really slim down alot man ... no more round and bloated cheeks but instead a more squarish face with a fitter body ... wahhh ~! All of my friends have become slimmer and fitter ever since they have entered NS ... What about me ? Still the same old me ... haix ~! No change at all ... si bei sianz ~! Had a long & enjoyable catching up session with them before going over to 85 Bedok Market to have my supper which consist of BBQ Chicken Wings & Chicken Porridge ... Yum Yum ~! It still taste so good man ... just could not resist the temptation !!! By 1am , I was feeling damn sleepy due to the limited hours of sleep I had these past few days as I make my way back home to charge up my body ...

Street Soccer on Sunday as usual and went for a hair-cut at QB House ... Bought VCD "Hana & Alice" which I have been looking for quite some time ... read the brief story-line from 8 DAYS and find it quite interesting ... hopefully I have the time to watch the VCD ba ... hahaha ~! Still got alot of VCDs waiting for me to watch ...

Yawnz ~! Getting sleepy ... Time to enter my dreamland liaoz ~! Good Night Everyone ....

Yeah !! I finally went swimming today ... the weather was quite good during lunch break as I quickly grab my gear and went swimming before the sky turns dark ... though it was not so sunny , I am satisfied as i finally get to swim !!!! Just finish watching THE CHAMPION aka the swimming show and I find that Tioman Island is a very nice place for relaxation ... seems like my next holiday destination would most likely to be there ba ... go there scuba diving and laze around the beach the whole day ... song man ~! Wahhh ... Imagine I have have a house there which I can live with my girlfriend ... I always like Kampung style of living which u dun rely alot on techologies ... then both of us are certified scuba diving instructors which we can conduct lessons to earn money ... then during weekends both of us can go scuba diving in the morning , laze around the beach in the afternoon before going back home which I will prepare dinner for her ... how lovely is it man ~! Hahahaha ~! Sorry guys ... seems like I am dreaming again ... Time to to wake up ~! RinGgGggGG ~!

A Sweet Love Story

From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy, saying that it has got to do with family background, and that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrelled very often. Though the girl loved the guy deeply, she always asked him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that and the family's pressure, the gal often vents her anger on him. As for him... he only endured it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated and decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, and with the guy's determination the family finally gave in and agreed to let them get married. So before he left, they got engaged.

The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails and phone calls. Though it was hard, but both never thought of giving up. One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum cry, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. she had lost her voice...

The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in the hospital, besides silent cry... it's still just silent cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know and, not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent countless replies and phone calls.. all the gal could do besides crying is still crying... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything and be happy. With a new environment, the gal learnt sign language and started a new life.

Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came and told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed and her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The gal was shattered! When she opened the letter, she saw her name on it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what was going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her...

He used sign language to tell her, "I've spent a year to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The gal finally smiled...

* Treat every relationship as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to give.
* Treat every moment as if it's the last day, then you'll know how to treasure.
* Treasure what you have right now, or else you may regret one day...

I cried for my brother 6 times

I was born in a secluded village of a mountain.

Days by days my parents plowed the yellow dry soil with their backs facing the sky.

I have a younger brother, 3 years younger than me.

Once, to buy a handkerchief which all girls around me seemed to have, I stole 50 cents from my father's drawer. Father known about it right away.

He made my younger brother and me kneeled against the wall, with a bamboo stick in his hand.

"Who stole the money?" he asked.

I was stunned, too afraid to talk. Father didn't hear any of us admit, so he said,

"Fine, if nobody wants to admit, you two should be beaten!"

He lifted up the bamboo stick.

Suddenly, my younger brother gripped father's hand and said," Dad, I was the one who did it!"

The long stick smacked on my brother's back repeatedly.

Father was so angry that he kept on whipped my brother until he lost his breath.

After that, he sat down on our stone bed and scolded my brother, "You have learnt to steal from your own house now, what other embarrassing things you will
do in the future?? You should be beaten to death! You shameless thief!"

That night, mother and I hugged my brother. His body full of injuries, but he didn't shed a single tear.

In the middle of the night, all of sudden I cried out loudly.

My brother covered my mouth with his little hand and said, " Sis, now don't cry anymore. Everything has happened."

I still hate myself for didn't have enough courage to admit what I had done.

Years gone by, but the incident still looked like it just happened yesterday.

I will never forget my brother's expression when he protected me.

That year, my brother was 8 years old; I was 11 years old.

When my brother was in his last year of his lower secondary school, he was accepted in an upper secondary school in the central. At the same time, I was accepted into a province's university.

That night, father squatted in the yard, smoking, packet by packet.

I could hear him said, "Both our children have good results? very good results?"

Mother wiped off her tears and sighed," What is the use? How can we possibly finance both of them?"

At that time, my brother walked out, he stood in front of father and said, "Dad, I don't want to continue my study anymore, I have read enough books."

Father swung his hand and slapped brother on his face.

"Why do you have a spirit so damn weak? Even if it means I have to beg for money on the streets, I will send you two to school until you both finish your study!"

And then, he started to knock on every house in the village to borrow money.

I stuck out my hand as soft as I can to my brother's swollen face, and said, "A boy has to continue his study; If not, he will not be able to leave this depths of poverty."

Me, on the other hand, had decided not to further my study to university.

Who knows on the next day, before dawn, my brother left the house with a few pieces of worn-out clothes and a few dry beans. He sneaked to the side of my bed and left a note on my pillow;

"Sis, get into an university is not easy. I will go find a job and send money to you."

I held the note while sitting on my bed, and cried until I lost my voice.

That year, my brother was 17 years old; I was 20 years old. With the money father borrowed from the whole village, and money my brother earned from carrying cement on his back at construction site, finally, I managed to get to the third year of my study in the university.

One day, I was studying in my room, when my roommate came in and told me, "There's a villager wait for you outside!"

Why is there a villager looking for me? I walked out, and saw my brother from afar, His whole body is dirty, covered by dust, cement and sands. I asked him, "Why don't you tell my roommate that you are my brother?"

He replied with a smile," Look at my appearance. What will they think if they know that I am your brother? Don't they laugh at you?"

I felt so touched, and tears filled my eyes. I swept away dusts from my brother's body. And said with a lump in my throat, " I don't care of what people say! You are my brother no matter what your appearance is?"

From his pocket, he took out a butterfly hair clip. He wore it on me, and said, "I saw all the girls in town are wearing it. So, I think you should also have one."

I could not hold back myself anymore. I pulled my brother into my arms and cried and cried.

That year, my brother was 20 years old; I was 23 years old.

The first time I brought my boyfriend home, the broken window had been repaired.

And it looked so clean inside the house.

After, my boyfriend went home, I danced like a small girl in front of my mother, "Mom, you don't have to spend so many time cleaning the house!" But she said with a smile," It was your brother who went home early to clean the house. Didn't you see the wound on his hand? He was injured while replacing the window."

I went into my brother's small bedroom. Looking at his thin face, I felt like there are hundreds of needle pricked in my heart.

I put some ointment on his wound and bandaged it, "Does it hurt? " I asked him.

"No, it doesn't hurt. You know, when I was working in the construction site, stones falling on my feet all the time. Even that could not stop me from working and?"

In the middle of the sentence, he stopped. I turned my back on him and tears rolling down my face.

That year, my brother was 23 years old; I was 26 years old.

After I got married, I lived in the city. Lots of time my husband invited my parents to come and live with us, but they didn't want.

They said, once they left the village,they didn't know what to do.

My brother also didn't agree, he said, "Sis, you just taking care of your parents-in-law. I will take care of mom and dad here."

My husband became the director of his factory. We wanted my brother to get the job as the manager in the department of maintenance. But, my brother rejected the offer. He insisted on starting to work as a reparation worker.

One day, my brother was on the top of a ladder repairing a cable, when he got electrocuted, and was sent to the hospital.

My husband and I visited him. Looked at the white gypsum on his leg, I grumbled,

Why did you reject to be a manager? Manager will not do something dangerous like this. Look at you now, such a serious injury. Why you didn't want to listen to us?"

With a serious expression on his face, he defended on his decision, "Think of brother-in-law?he just became the director, and I almost uneducated. If I became the manager, what kind of rumors will fly around?"

My husband's eyes filled up with tears, and then I said, "But you lack in education also because of me!"

"Why talking about the past?" My brother held my hand.

That year, he was 26 years old and I was 29 years old.

My brother was 30 years old when he married a farmer girl from the village.

In his wedding reception, the master of ceremonies asked him, "Who is the one you respect and love the most?"

Without thinking, he answered," My sister." He continued by telling a story I could not even remember.

"When I was in primary school, the school was in different village. Everyday, my sister and I walked for 2 hours to go school and go home. One day, I lost one of my pair of gloves. My sister gave me one of hers. She only wore one glove and walked for so far. When we got home, her hand was so trembled because of the weather that was so cold that she could not even hold her chopsticks. From that day on, I swore that as long as I live, I would take care of my sister and be good to her."

Applause filled up the room. All guests turned their attentions to me.

Words were so hard to come out from my mouth, "In my whole life, the one I wouldlike to thank the most is my brother,"

And in this happy occasion, in front of the crowd, tears rolling down my face again.

Love and care for the one you love every single days of your life. You may think what you did is just a small deed, but to that someone, it may mean a lot.