Yawnz ~!

Just woke up not long ago ... super tired man !! Just realised that I have wasted my precious weekend ... si bei sianz ~! Slept from Saturday 7pm to Sunday 8am ... song bo !! Wahaha ... what a pig I am man ... Oink Oink ~!

Last week my sports theme was Badminton as the whole week I was playing badminton during my lunch break ... I wana go swimming !!! Too bad last week's weather was not good or else I would have gone swimming instead of badminton ... Let's pray that this coming week's weather during lunch break would be good ba ...

Time to play soccer liaoz .... buaiz ~!

Just came back from an intensive badminton doubles match at Tampines Sports Hall ... Wahhhh ~! Damn Tired man ... non-stop running around the court with my partner really kills me man !!! It was a very good game with my team beating Don's team with a slight margin ... All thanks to my partner who controlled the game very well ... Besides that , he also encourages me whenever I make a mistake and tries to correct my technique ... Learn alot from him man ... gonna smack si Louis tml with my improved skills !!!! SMACK SI NI !!!

Monday Play Badminton + Tuesday Play Badminton + Wednesday Play Badminton = " SUPER SONG !! "

I really feel damn good after exercising for 2 days straight man ... no wonder I feel so weak last week coz I neva exercise at all ... Exercising just keeps me going on & on & on !!!

Something Meaningful To Share With You Guys :
Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation!

A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with her and her best friend is moving
away.

Meanwhile, her Mother is baking a cake and asks her daughter if she would like a snack, and the daughter says, "Absolutely Mom, I love your cake."

Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers.
"Yuck" says her daughter.

"How about a couple raw eggs?"
"Gross, Mom!"

"Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking
soda?" "Mom, those are all yucky!"

To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by themselves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a wonderfully delicious cake!

God works the same way. Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things
all in His order, they always work for good! We just have to trust Him and, eventually, they will all make something wonderful!

God is crazy about you. He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning. Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen. He can live anywhere in the universe, and He chose your heart.

If you like this, share this with your friends who you really care about. I did.

I hope your day is a "piece of cake!"

" Life May Not Be The Party We Hoped For But While We Are Here We Might As Well Dance . . . "


" Remember That What You Believe Will Depend Very Much On What You Are . . . "

Song Bo !! Blogging at this kinda of hour .... wahaha ~! Just came back home not long ago from a fun & enjoyable outing with my frends and going to leave home at 7am to report back to camp ... how cool is it man !!

Went to K-Box @CineLeisure with Louis , Samuel , WeiXiong & Shaun to sing our hearts out after a tiring day at work ... sing til very high as we choose those songs from singers like Wu Bai , Shin & Di Ge Niu Zai which require us to to shout as loud as possible so that we can shatter the glasses of the door ... wahaha ~! It has been quite some time since I have sing til so high after my all my KTV kakis have gone to serve the Nation ... SONG !! We took the package which include dinner which they serve us Lamb Chop ... I must say that their Lamb Chop was SUPERB man !!! Yummy ~!

After which we went to catch a movie "OLD BOY" which was RA .... wahaha ~! You guys must be wondering how come I can get in rite ? Coz I looked mature enough mah ... So they neber check my IC loh ... wahaha ~! Well , this movie is quite worth my $8.50 man as it talks about how a guy destroys his enemy without having to use his hands to kill him but by torturing day by day til one day his enemy gave up and decides to end his life ... This guy plan everything from head to toe til so perfect that his enemy just walks into his trap unknowingly ... this movie shows how far Hunman Being can go just to have their revenge ... this movie packs with an unexpected twist which also contains some disgusting scenes ... so guys if you have no programs during the weekends , you can consider watching this suspense thriller movie ...

After the movie , Shaun , WeiXiong & me went to a nearby Cafe to do some catching up while Samuel & Louis went back home ... We left around 3am plus as I still need to report back to my camp at 7am .... so Shaun & I took the Night Rider Bus back home while WeiXiong took a cab .... Well , that trip back home was quite a long one but along the way , we were busy sharing our experiences on RELATIONSHIP which makes the trip seems shorter than ever before ...

So what happen to me this week ? Quite sucky man as I spend most of my time recovering from my fever , flu & all those stuff ... the medicine given by the doctor was quite mild and it like took me 1 week to recover !! Si bei sianz loh ... neber even go for sports this week ... just eat , sleep & do work nia ... well , still not 100% fit yet maybe around 95% nia ...

It's always nice to have friends sharing their problems with u as u can learn from them and in return share ur what you have learn so far in life ... I always like to share with my frends all the mistakes I have made in life so that my fellow frends can avoid them ... Recently , I have finally found out what have been bothering me all these while in my life ... seems like I have been haunted by this guilt in my heart ... this guilt of killing a relationship which I could have prevented it by doing what I should do ... all the mistakes which I have committed and everything which haunts me time and time again ... Haix

It was a great day !!! Especially after a tiring day at work .... wahaha ~! I feel so tired !!! I wana SLEEP !!! But I still need to report back to camp a couple of hours later !!! Though it was so tiring , I dun mind doing this every Friday coz at least I have lots of fun & laughter which is worth it !!! I am all set & ready to go back to my camp and sleep til 12pm .... Buaiz ~!

I was waken up by my Mum who asked me to go back to my bedroom to continue my sleep as I was sleeping in the living room . . .

Went back to my bedroom to watch JACKY GO GO GO and decided to check out all my friends blog to see how have they been these few days ... got a shock of my life when I was reading her blog ...

" I despise pple who do not let go of things easily. someone who can't let go of the past will not win me bcos they do not know the truth of letting go. EGO? tt wat sucks big time....emotional? HA! wonder why did i ever let myself be tangle with u. Friends? Fuck off man. U dun deserve my respect and never will u. I was right abt my gut feeling abt u all along. Juz another son of a bitch. Take it as i am blind to have ever trust u and think tt u r of a remarkable character. I hate U! n i always will....bcoz u juz sucks and u prove it to me thru ya actions tt u aint worth my friendship. i will nt waste nt even a mere second toking or looking at u. "

Was she refering to me ? Being a sensitive guy , of coz I feel that she was refering to me lah ... can't be blame lah I am that sensitive ... so I decided to clear up this misunderstanding and explain my actions ... I believe must be my post on 13th October which have caused this misunderstanding ...

" Notice the last 3 entries I posted ? Nothing special actually ... just wana post it up as it should be up here months ago ... wahaha ~! How lazy am I man ? I like the Name Analysis alot man coz it's 100% true !!!! The LOST WALLET entry was something which I read from somewhere . . . seeing that it was meaningful so I copied it down onto a WORD document and kept it in one of my folders ... found it when I was clearing up rubbish from my com ... Decided to delete the document becoz it contain someone's photo which brings me sad memories ... So decided to post it up to share with everyone ... The last one was something which was written by me when I was at the lowest point of my life ... Though it was not very well written , it express my feelings during that point of time ... "

As I have said , those 3 entries are nothing special which means that it was not put up especially to refer to that someone ... it was put up becoz it was meant to be here like 1 year ago or less ... what's wrong with that ?

"Decided to delete the document becoz it contain someone's photo which brings me sad memories " Let me explain what this sentence means ... it means that I decided to delete the document becoz I have just formatted my com and wanted to tidy up my hard-disk ... about the "sad memories" thing it means that it will make me very sad by seeing her photo becoz i will start thinking about the past and keep on question-ing myself with questions like "If I would have done this or that , such things wouldn't have happend..." Isn't letting go equals to forgetting everything ? Do you know that I kept all the conversations between her & me after we broke up ? I deleted all of them when I was tidying up my hard-disk ... If I have not let go of the past , will I in the first place delete all those stuff ? I even deleted all the SMS send by her in my phone ... If I have not let go , would I have talked to Rayner as if nothing have happend ? Isn't this proves that I have let go of the past ?

About The Love Race , it was just something which I written it when I was at the lowest point of my life and this was like 11 months ago man ... It was not put up to bring up the past but instead put up becoz it was written by me ... I wrote down alot of poems and short stories in my notebook when I was free and will put up some of them when I have finished editing them ... The Love Race was actually written down on a WORD document and I came across it when I was tidying my hard-disk ... Seeing that it was written by me and it should be put up in my blog long long time ago ... So I decided to delete the WORD document and put it up on my blog ...

I apologised for not stating my reasons for putting up the entires on 10th , 11th & 12th of October and I hope this entry will clear up everything ...

I hope that you are reading this entry and I want to say this for the last time ...
I have let go of my past and I bear no grudges against both of u ....

Yawnz ....

Just woke up from a coma all thanks to the doctor's medicine ... so damn tired man ~! The doctor's medicine is powerful !!! I was practically sleeping the whole day ....

Seems like it has been like 1 month plus liaoz since i have update my blog .... decided to give my blog a total revamp as i believe u guys must be sick of this design liaoz .... met up with Seng , Kelvin , Siang & Poh brothers on Saturday to have our lunch at Genki Sushi .... good to see Seng again after his 2 weeks confinement man ... we decided to go home after our lunch as most of them are quite tired after a week of tough training ... Not want-ing to waste my precious Saturday by sleeping , I decided to revamp my blog by giving it a new layout ... I search high & low for a new skin which i fancy and finally , I found it !!! I came across this skin which I fell in love at first sight ... So for the rest of the day , I spend my time modifying the skin according to my liking ... it was a tought job as I have to understand the HTML codes written by someone else and have to edit the codes accordingly ... change the fonts abit as i find that everything seems the same when displayed on the browser whether is it the header or the passage ... besides that , I also added Linkin Park's Somewhere I Belong song into my blog so that readers won't feel so bored reading my blog ... Last but not least , I added the lyrics of the song onto the bottom of the browser ... i managed to get it done just before the start of Liverpool's game with Fulham ... first half Liverpool down 2 nil liaoz !!! Si bei sianz loh ... i can't believe it man ... put Diao & Hamman who are defensive mifielders in the mifield line ... how to attack sia ? Luckily Xabi Alonso came in during the start of the 2nd half and change the game around by scoring a goal from a free-kick which Liverpool came back to beat Fulham 4-2 ... Song Bo !!!

Woke up the next morning feeling sick but that did not stop me from playing soccer with FFU as it has been 2 weeks liaoz since i have last touched the ball ... came back from soccer feeling worse as my jaw starts to ache and my head feels so heavy ... rushed down to New Changi Hospital's A&E section to the doctor take a look at my conditon ... in the end , the doctor say that i got a throat infection which cause my jaw to ache and my head to feel heavy plus also cause my body temperature to go up ....

Fever + Throat Infection + Sore Throat + Flu + Swollen Toe + Ulcer + Headache = 1 Day MC

Went to sleep after taking my medicine ...

Woke up today feeling abit better but not 100% well so decided to give work a miss so that I won't pass the virus to my colleges ... I was sleeping the whole day because of the doctor's strong medicine which cause me to go into a coma after consuming it ... just watched the 6.30pm news and found out that some company have came up with a mobile phone service which allows people taking public transport to know how long will their bus arrives just by sending a message to a server .... si bei sianz loh ~! I thot of this idea similar to this during my 3rd year in Temasek Polytechnic man ... First it was the carpark system , now it is this public transport service ... super sianz man ~! Haix ... my team's SMART CAB System also died liaoz all thanks to my supervisor whom I believed must have taken all the credits ... The last thing which I knew was that COMFORT was interested in our project and even arranged a meeting with the school so that they can view our system ... The school dun allow us to go for the meeting loh !!! What the hell !!! We invented this system and even went into Top 10 for the Imagine Cup 2004 ... And this is what we get in return ? Its damn lame loh ... And ever since that day , I never hear anymore news of my team's system liaoz .... maybe COMFORT have already struck a deal with Temasek Polytechnic liaoz or something even better ... I really have no idea what happend after that meeting with COMFORT .... I guessed maybe my supervisor have killed us silently and claim all the credits behind our back ... never know he is such a guy man ... I even msg him thru MSN but he never reply ... Welcome To The Real World Sin Hon Peow !!! A World where such bastards exist ... I strongly believe that it is a good system which will benefit both the passengers and drivers ... my team even appeared on the newspaper & radio !! But no matter how good a system is . you must know how to handle it and bring it fame or else it will die off easily ... Haix ~! Too bad my team-mates all in NS liaoz ... WenQi is BMT . ZaiWei in SISPEC & Peng in OCS ... or else we can carry on this system and improved it and eventually launched it ... Maybe we can launch this system after all of my team-mates have come out of the army ba ... i really hope so man ... but you won't know what will happend after 2 years man ... anything can happend in this world ... Maybe one day COMFORT will launch a system similar to my team's system ? But no matter what , I won't let that guy take away my team's credits ... He will get his retribution one day ...

Go play game liaoz ... buai buai ~!

I Am Back ~!~!

Finally I am back blogging liaoz man ... also dun noe why suddenly have the mood to blog so here I am !!

Notice the last 3 entries I posted ? Nothing special actually ... just wana post it up as it should be up here months ago ... wahaha ~! How lazy am I man ? I like the Name Analysis alot man coz it's 100% true !!!! The LOST WALLET entry was something which I read from somewhere . . . seeing that it was meaningful so I copied it down onto a WORD document and kept it in one of my folders ... found it when I was clearing up rubbish from my com ... Decided to delete the document becoz it contain someone's photo which brings me sad memories ... So decided to post it up to share with everyone ... The last one was something which was written by me when I was at the lowest point of my life ... Though it was not very well written , it express my feelings during that point of time ...

We Started The Race Hand In Hand
But One Day ,
She Let Go Of My Hand
She Moved On Without Me
“Where Is She ? ” As I Asked Myself

I Could Not See Her In The Dark
As I Tried To Call Out Her Name ,
Echo Came Back Instead
I Felt So Lost
It Was A Terrible Feeling

One Day ,
LONELINESS Caught Up With Me
I Do Not Like HIM
I Tried To Shake HIM off But Failed
He's Such A Pest That I Hate HIM So Much
I HATE YOU !

It's A Long And Tiring Journey
It's Draining My Every Bit Of Energy
I Will Fight On
Because I Am A Warrior
I Will Never Give Up
Because I Am A Fighter
That's A Promise To All Of You

One Day ,
I Will Overtake HER
Turn My Head
Look HER Into The Eyes
Smile At HER
And Tell Her This :
"You Lost ..."

This Day Will Come . . .

Someone said... "Wallets are a lot like girls. You really have to take good care of, because if you won't, something might happen"...I know what he means. I just lost a wallet, and I just lost a girl. You know, it's the exact same thing.

One day, you just realize it's gone. You try to look for it everywhere, even going back to the places where you could have lost it. You think, and you think hard, only to come upon a grim realization: it's really gone. Of course, you can hold on to some hope. After all, there have been some very, very lucky (blessed?) people who get it back. Perhaps you could become one of those people. You sit home and you hope that someone would call, and that you would get it back. But then, some time passes, and you realize that it's still gone, and you realize that it's time to let go.

The first few days, you turn to your friends for support. Some tell you you'll be ok, some tell you that it was your fault and that you should have been more careful, and some tell you about their own experiences. They give you all sorts of advice, none you haven't heard before. You then go out to find a new wallet, only to realize that you don't really want a new one. You want the old one that you lost. No, you don't want all these better-looking wallets, you want yours, because of how comfortable it is, because of all the cards and pictures and other stuff in it.

You go out and carry on without a wallet, keeping your money in your pocket instead. You throw away stuff that you would have held on to if you had your old wallet. And then, finally, you find a new wallet you like and settle in.You then start filling your new wallet, little by little. It still doesn't feel as comfortable as the old one, but it's getting there. Then you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff in the wallet. Soon enough, there's as much stuff in your new wallet as the old one. And then, after some time, you feel as comfortable with your new wallet.

And then you realize that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet. Sure, you still remember most of the stuff you lost on that wallet. But then again, you don't remember the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it.That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet. You're no longer holding on. This new wallet you're holding, it has all the important cards and pictures and stuff that you need. This is your wallet. And this time, you tell yourself, you're never losing this one.

NAME ANALYSIS FOR : Sin Hon Peow

Sin :

Status is important to you and your ability to achieve success and earn money. You have a need to be noticed and seek status. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr.

Hon :

You are an 11th hour person, always succeeding just in the nick of time. The lesson of money is prominent in your life. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind.

Peow :

You don't fair well under inharmonious conditions. You are very peace loving. You can get very upset when you are frustrated. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You need to learn flexibility. You have high aspirations and a cheery disposition.