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Name : Sin Hon Peow
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February 29, 2004

- Listen To Me -
Yawn ~!~! Just woke up not long ago ...... sianz ! Last night reach home around 5pm plus and was so tired that I fell asleep without bathing .....

Last night , we went Club 3 to spend our late night partying ~!~! Guess this must be the last time I will be going there ba coz something nearly freak me out man ! A fight broke out there and they were pushing each other on the dance floor sending everyone tumbling backwards....Guess what ? I tumble backwards and hit one of the Ah Bengs ! Damn man ! The nest thing I know was that 3 Ah Bengs confronted me scolding vulgarities and for one moment I thought I was going to be beaten up to death .... Damn scary man ~!~! Lucky my buddy came to my rescue and we apologised to them . Lucky they did not pursue the matter further or else confirm I will be a dead man lying on the floor ! I would like to go to a club to enjoy myself without worrying whether I will be beaten up to death , you get it ? Guess I wont be going there in the near future ba ....

Gotta prepare for soccer liaoz ~!~! CyA ~!~!

S.H Peow @ 3:00 PM

February 28, 2004

- Mixture Of Feelings -
Last night went Zouk to party with my buddies and it was a night not to be forgotten ~!~! Last night I was already not in a very good mood( bothered by something stunning & shocking that me myself also cannot believe ) liaoz and when my buddies reach there , I was given a scolding by my friend for bringing his brother along which makes me feel even worse . So I decided to drown myself with 3 E33 & 1 Long Island Tea in quick consessions , guess what ? I was drunk and started talking rubbish to everyone ~!~! My friends say I keep on talking rubbish like a crazy guy .... guess I must be a Clown on that night ba ~!~! Well , I only have vivid memories of what happend last night ... hahaha ~!~! Guess i drank too fast liaoz ba.....My buddies say they saw Fione Xie , Anne Poh & Celest Chong (My Idol ~!~!) at Zouk !! Wasted sia , I did not see them as I was too 'Sober' liaoz....Damn ! Woke up this morning feeling so guilty as my friends have to take care of me the whole night and like machiam spoil the night sia....Suppose to accompany xiaojun but in the end got myself drunk...Haiz ~!~!

Spend my day resting at home and chit-chat with my friends online ...... Watch "TV San Jian Ke" and in this episode , they show this girl betray his bf by flirting with other guys and the mum was damn pissed off with it . They went to spy on her and caught her red-handed . In the end , the bf forgive the gf and this made the mum even more pissed off man ! The bf is a super good guy or should I say stupid ? Hmmm....that's up to you to decide man ! Such things also can forgive the gf , amazing man !! Well , I guess he love her too much liaoz ba . That girl is so lucky to have such a bf man so she better cherish him !! Well , it all goes down to FORGIVE & FORGIVE . Weird hor , why nowadays I keep talking about forgive & forget ah ? HahA.....

In relationships , I find that the most difficult obstacle to go through is our parents side . Once our parents dun like your bf / gf , then the journey down the road will be more tougher than ever . Sometimes I find that who we choose to be with is our choice mah , why must our parents interfere with it ? Why must they make things difficult for us ? Must they see their son or daughter in tears then they happy ? Haiz...sometimes they just dun understand us man ! Hope that zhenhui's parents will give calvin a chance to prove his worth....

Well , that's all for today man ~!~! Gotta go bathe and get ready to go out liaoz ... TaTaZ !

S.H Peow @ 9:00 PM

February 27, 2004

- Touching Story -
On the last day before christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to buy the remaining of the gift I didn't manage to buy earlier. When I saw all the people there, I started to complain to myself : 'It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other place to go...' 'Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year. How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it...' Nonetheless, I made my way to the toy section,
and there I started to curse the prices, wondering if afterall kids really play with such expensive toys.

While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old, pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who was this doll for. Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him : 'Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?' The old lady replied : 'You know it that you don'thave enough money to buy this doll, my dear.' Then she asked him to stay here for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I started to walk toward him and I asked him who did he want to give this doll to. 'It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her. I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her, afterall, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can not bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mother so that she can give it to her when she goes there.'

His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy say that Mummy will also go to see God very soon, so I thought that she could bring the doll with her to give it to my sister' My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said : 'I told daddy to tell mummy not to go yet. I asked him to wait until I come back from the supermarket'

Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me : 'I also want mummy to take this photo with her so that she will not forget me.' 'I love my mummy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and took a few notes and said to the boy : 'What if we checked again, just in case if u have enough money?' 'Ok' he said. 'I hope that I have enough.'

I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll, and even some spare money. The little boy said : 'Thank you God for giving me enough money' Then he looked at me and added : 'I asked yesterday before I slept for God to make sure I have
enough money to buy this doll so that mummy can give it to my sister. He heard me'' I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mummy, but I didn't dare to ask God too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and the white rose.'

'You know, my mummy loves white rose' A few minutes later, the old lady came again and I left with my trolley. I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article 2 days ago, which mentioned of a drunk man in a truck who hit a car where there was one young lady and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-assisting machine, because the young lady would not be able to get out of the coma.

Was this the family of the little boy? Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young lady had passed away. I couldn't stop myself and went to buy a bunch of white roses and I went to the mortuary where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wish before burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place crying, feeling that my life had been changed forever. The love that this little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to that day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk man had taken all this away from him .

Morale Of The Story : Don't Drive When You Are Drinking ....

S.H Peow @ 7:00 PM

February 26, 2004

- BBQ Session -
Yoz , just came back from BBQ session at Pasir Ris Park.....So tired & smelly ~!~! Later still have to work man .... Sianz

FFU was invited to this BBQ session by XiaoJun and most of our team members attended except for those who are sick.....She prepared quite alot of food and lucky that she invited us man or else I am afraid that there will be quite alot of food left.....I must say that the Fried Bee Hoon taste great man ~!~! I am impressed by the amount of food we ate man !! We just kept on eating & eating without stopping ~!~! Haha...We also had a great time cracking lame jokes and taking photos in stupid positions ~!~! I think the joke of the day belongs to Yox , the ruby wanabe player ! He wanted to kick a light stick into the sea but guess what ? His shoes flew into the sea instead !! It was so funny as everyone burst into laughter on the spot !!! Haha....he is a real joker man as in the end he have to endure the pain of wearing drenched shoes back home...Hail Him ~!~!Well , i guess when you are enjoying TIME seems to run so fast as we decided to head home around 1am plus .

During this BBQ session , I found out how united FFU is man !! We are willing to help each other in any situations no matter what man ~!~! 7 years of brotherhood and I have no regrets at all.....The Poh brothers seems to be facing alot of troubles recently and hope we guys can do something about it man ... Junior Poh lost alot of money in soccer betting and he can only clear part of the debt leaving around 1K ... U noe what ? Kelvin told us there will be 15% interest per week if he never clear the debt....Wah that's day-light robbery man !!! So we have decided to fork out money to help them clear the debt so as not to let them earn the interest !!! Like what I have mention in my previous blog entries , we must learn to forgive & forget . In this case , junior Poh committed a BIG mistake and we should give him another chance instead of condem him . Seriously hope that he will learn from his mistakes and quit soccer betting for good man .... Both the Poh brothers are facing some family problems and its bothering them for months liaoz .... Haiz ~!~! Seriously , we hope to do something but this kind of thing what can we do man ? You look at the way how senior Poh smokes and you will know how troubled he is man .... haiz ~!~! But dun worry man , though we cannot do anything but we can lend them our ears ! Hope that he will share his problems with us rather than keeping all these in his heart .... What are buddies for man ? FFU For Life ~!~!

Thank You XiaoJun ....

S.H Peow @ 2:00 AM

February 24, 2004

- Blood Donation Session -
Today is a tiring day for me man coz last night I slept at 5.30am in the morning.....haha ~!~! No choice loh coz I am most active at night and can only sleep in the day.....No mood to do my project and I just sit there like a fool staring into empty air or taking a quick nap....Work just sux man ~!~!

Last night , I had a horrible dream . I dreamt that my friend got run down by a car while retrieving a soccer ball from the road sia....amazing ~!~! Got so shocked that I woke up immediately from my dream and didn't dare to went back to sleep just in case the dream continues.....Guess must be the effects of the potato chips I ate before I go to sleep....wahahaha ~!~!

Guess What ? My nose bleed again man !!! Haix....also dun noe what is happening to my body sia ~!~! At the rate I am bleeding now , I rather go for blood donation sia ! Maybe I have nose cancer or some type of illness ba...How long will I live ? Only GOD knows.....

I Miss You So Much.....Haiz

S.H Peow @ 10:00 PM
- Tiring Day -
Hmmm...today sure was a tiring day after last night's long hours of soccer man...Was sleeping most of the time during my working hours....HaHa ~!~!

Finally I have changed mobile phone liaoz ~!~! Hooray ~!~! After telling my friends that I am getting a new mobile phone for nearly 1 yr liaoz , I finally bought Sony Ericsson T630 ! A mobile phone with integrated camera plus blue-tooth which is slim.....I found it at last ~!~! But sad to say man ... there goes my pay ~!~!

Just finished giving my dear hamster a cleaner & more comfortable environment...took me 1 hour to clear the dirty stuff and clean the whole cage man....wash til my hands soft liaoz ~!~! My dear hamster was happily running around with a cleaner & more comfortable environment and I feel happy for her man . My male hamster passed away today....sad man ! Also dun noe what happend leh...yesterday was fine running around but this afternoon just like that gone liaoz ~!~! Intending to sell off the cage ... anyone wants to buy the cage ?? Anyway guess its better to keep one hamster only ba...coz I am like so busy with my own life and everytime I have to ask my Mum to feed the hamster...Felt so bad about it man.

Well , its kinda of late liaoz and its time to hit the sack liaoz ~!~! NightZ.....

S.H Peow @ 2:00 AM

February 22, 2004

- Party Night -
The roof ! The roof ! The roof is on fire ! Burn muatha fuckas ! Burn !

Just came back from Club 3 and it was sure an enjoyable night out man ~!~! Been since weeks since I last step into Club 3 and I kinda missed the extreme techno music accompanied by the gangsta chants ~!~! Had lots of fun with my buddies and also saw some chio bu along the way ..... hahaha ~!~! Saw one super funny scene when I was dancing : Got this gangsta wana-be (cap with specs plus Benhur short sleeve white shirt & jeans and not to forget he took out some buttons) went to approach this group of 3 girls and asked for their number , He was rejected by them and guess what he did ? He did not gave up and become more 'stupid' instead . He danced nearer to them and tried to showcase his dance moves which was so stiff & disgusting ~!~!He eventually gave up and the girls mocked at him by imitating his dance moves after he left ..... I was beside them all the while and I was laughing like crazy ~!~!Lets salute that guy !

I better grab some sleep coz later gotta wake up early ...TaTaZ

S.H Peow @ 6:00 AM

February 20, 2004

- Interesting Story -
They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handles their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her.
Today, she's being willful again.
Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."
Him: "I don't have time that day."
Her: "Humph!"
Him: "Huh?"
Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need."
Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day."
Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her!"
Him: "No."
Her: "Just this once?"
Him: "No."
Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."
First day, she "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi... Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence".
Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.
Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences."
He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.
Third day, night. On the bed. He's lying on the bed, looking to one side. She's lying on the bed, looking to the other side.
Him: "We need to talk."
Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."
Him: "It's something very important."
She remains silent.
Him:"Let's get a divorce."
She did not believe her ears.
Him: "I got to know a girl."
She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless.
Him: "She's a nice girl."
Her tears fell.
Him: "She has a good personality too."
She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart.
Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married."
She's very jealous because she said the same thing in the past.
Him: "She loves me truly."
She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"
Him: "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."
She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.
Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
Her: "...!"
He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.
He sighs. She cries.
He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket.
He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him.
She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.
She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.
It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.
He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.

" You Learn To Love, Not By Finding A Perfect Person, But By Learning To See An Imperfect Person Perfectly."


S.H Peow @ 7:00 PM

February 19, 2004

- I Got My Pay -
Oh my god ! Today I woke up at 08.30am in the morning and was so shocked man...On seeing that I will be damn late for work , I decided to continue my sleep . Woke up around 11am and went down to get an MC ... So easy get MC sia , just fake got stomach-upset and you can get 1 day MC liaoz .... hahaha ~!~!

Finally , I got my pay liaoz ! But so sad sia...only $338 nia ~!~! Kee siao man , I somehow feel that they have calculate wrongly....Tomolo must go ask my superviosr how they calculate the allowance one ~!~! With so little pay , how to survive sia ? Me still got mobile phone haven buy leh......how ?

Yeah ! Tomolo Friday liaoz man....Time flies ~!~! Can't wait for tomolo to come coz I can go back Temaek Polytechnic to play soccer !!!

" Nothing Is Fair In This World .... "

S.H Peow @ 11:50 PM

February 18, 2004

- What Is Life ? -
Wahhh...today was a tiring day for me man ~!~! Came back from my gym session and it is killing me liaoz !! Missed my gym sessions for nearly 2 weeks and my body is aching like hell now !

Recently I found out that I am living in a world which I disliked so much ! I am living in a cruel world which all types of people exist and it just disgust me man ! In this modern world , there are no more rooms for mistakes and once you have made a mistake , you can say BYE BYE forever .... So tell me man who will be so good to give you another chance when you have committed a mistake ?? I doubt so man....In my life , I have seen so many cases of friends who have committed a mistake and off they go !There seems to be no turning back for them .... sad ah ? Sometimes in life , I feel that one should be more forgiving and should give that person another chance(that also depends whether that person have put in time & effort ) to prove his / her worth......

" Life Is Just So Sad.... "

S.H Peow @ 11:00 PM

February 17, 2004

- Where's My Pay ? -
Amazing rite ? So late and I am still awake ? Reach home around 12am plus after going Bedok 85 Market to have our supper....Played CM awhile and here I am ~!~!

Went for a haircut at Jantzen East-Point before went chilling out with my frends at Starbucks.....WaHhH ~!~! Never knew how thick my hair was til today man....think my last haircut was December 2003 ba and its like 2 mths ago ? Haha.....she cut my hair til quite short man ! Die lah....later must wake up early to style my hair liaoz ~!~!

Guess what ? I still haven get my pay !!!! Sathiya told me there are some problems in the Financial Department and it is certainly pissing me off liaoz.....Oh my God !! CAAS leh....such a big company also will screw up one meh ? Unbelievable man....Just hope that I can get my pay as soon as possible.....

Recently , I found out that TIME is so precious to me man !! Work certainly have no life man....such a boring life-style ! So in order to make my life more enriching , I have decided to enjoy myself as much as I can after my work finishes . Activities like going gym , play soccer in school , hang out with friends . partying are all a must for me after work man....just dun wana waste my time sleeping & resting at home....Actually I dun mind to have fewer sleeping hours just to enjoy myself and besides , 1-3am is the time when I am most awake and active !!

I bought Sound Of Colors & Turn Left Turn Right VCDs on Monday....Cheryl told me the movie very nice leh....now just waiting for a day when i am free and i have even prepare the potato chips liaoz ~!~!

Haiz...cant sleep leh....been thinking about alot of things and i am so tired liaoz....been telling so many people that i am so tired liaoz and dun wana think of it liaoz but somehow it just can't get off my mind....Am I A Failure ? Haiz....dun noe lah...sometimes I just feel that I am so useless ! People always say "With Determination , Nothing Is Impossible" , so how true is it ? I doubt so man....here I am trying so hard liaoz and yet nothing seems have worked out for me...What is this man ? Haiz....Life is just so sad !! I feel so sad u noe....after all the hard work & efforts I have done and no one seems to appreciate it...Haiz ~!~! After what had happend , I find that i have become a man of few words and seems to enjoy being quiet & alone where-ever I go....Haiz ~!~! Is that me ?

" Someday We Will Know.... "

S.H Peow @ 10:21 AM

February 15, 2004

- Slack At Home -
WaHhH ~!~! Today sianz man ... no street soccer ! Most of my friends have term test next week so have to cancel this activity loh...but nvm lah , at least give me a chance to rest at home and do other things ....

Placed HER Valentine's Day gift outside her hse...Guess what ? She sms the same stuff again....ask me not to send anymore stuff over liaoz...hahaha...kind of expected her to msg me this msg liaoz...numb to it liaoz (second time liaoz ) ~!~! The first time she msg me that , I could not take it and it affected me so bad that I was so so sad for weeks.....Hope YOU like the gift and appreciate my efforts ~!~!

I spend my time today modifying my Blog...changing the interface , adding images and sounds...I need your feedback guys ~!~!

S.H Peow @ 10:00 PM

February 14, 2004

- A Busy Day -
Just came back from Temasek Polytechnic open house....It was tiring man considering the fact i only slept for 4 hours man ~!~! Helped my teacher to look after the IT booth and had to explain my SmartCab application to all the secondary school students....How will they know all the programming stuff man ? hahaha....you should look at their expressions when I was explaining to them sia....so funny ~!~!

Last night , I went ChinaBlack with my buddies @Orchard....It was a very big place with very nice decorations...First level is the place where you can relax yourself by chit-chating with your friends , play pool , watch TV & listen to some cool music...Second level is the place where you dance and drink til you drunk !haha...drank Gin Tonic and it taste awful man ! Prefer WeeSiang's Gin Lime which taste so much better......Guess what ? I did it again ! I fell asleep in ChinaBlack .... hahaha ~!~! How can anyone fall asleep in a place where they play music so loud til it can make you deaf ? I can !!! Club 3 , Zouk & K-Box I have done it liaoz....so where's the next destination ? Haha.....

Die lah...Did not manage to find someone to help me pass the Valentine's Day gift to HER...guess have to go down to HER hse and put it outside her door liaoz...Haiz

Today is my grandma's birthday , later have to go down to her house to celebrate her birthday ! Heard that they are having a buffet there....sound interesting ~!~!

Seems like today I will be spending my Valentine's Day with my buddies @Changi watching soccer in a pub ......

HaPPy VaLeNtInE'S Day !! May You All Have A Wonderful Time With The One You Loved......

S.H Peow @ 5:00 PM

February 13, 2004

- CountDown To Valentine's Day -
Just came back from my usual soccer session @Temasek Polytechnic.....Had lotz of fun laughing while playing soccer with my buddies....HaHa ~!~! It was so funny man .... all the comical acts just tickles me ~!~! Had a good bath after this tiring session .... So Tired Man ~!~!

Bought & prepared Valentine's Day present for HER , gan mei mei and another friend....Spend quite alot of effort preparing the gifts....I personally liked the idea very much ~!~! Hope they will appreciate the gifts.....

Haiz...tomolo Valentine's Day liaoz...So sad ~!~! Cant go out with the one that I loved ..... I really envy those couple man ! Everytime i see those couple , i feel so jealous u noe ? So jealous that they can be with someone which they loved....Aiya dun complain liaoz lah ~!~! I can only blame myself ....

Guess what ? I am going out at this hour of the time !! HaHa...meeting my buddies 10pm @Tampines MRT Control Station to go ChinaBlack ~!~!WoHoOOoO....Time To Party Guys ~!~!

I Hate Loneliness.....

S.H Peow @ 9:45 PM

February 12, 2004

- Where's My Pay -
Oh My God ~!~! I still have not received my pay yet man .... I can't believe it !!! Sianz ah.....dun noe when then will receive my pay , or else no need to buy my mobile phone liaoz ......

Btw , Valentine's Day coming liaoz....gonna be a lonely soul for this year....Haiz

Guess I Am The Fool Once Again.....

S.H Peow @ 8:22 AM

February 10, 2004

- Results Of Imagine Cup 2004 -
After waiting nervously from morning to the afternoon .... the results finally came out !! We did not make it to the top 3 placing and settled for a 2nd place in the Poly category .... Sianz ~!~! Though we did not win but we did try our best and I have no regrets about it man .... It was a very nice experience and I am sure with this new experience , it will bring to me to greater heights !! I thank everyone who have assisted us in one way or another ... Thank You ~!~!

My supervisor today help me analyse the difference between the winner's idea and our idea....He mention alot of things which neva came cross my mind and from there I really feel that they are worthy winners man ! Their idea was superior in every aspects compared to ours ... Pei Fu Pei Fu ~!~!

While chatting with Alissa , I was so amazed by how much she know about me man ~!~! She practically knew everything of what happend to me these few months .... Oh My God ! Hope to chat with her soon ....

I Feel Honored & Privileged To Be Defeated By The Best . . . .

S.H Peow @ 11:00 PM

February 09, 2004

- Imagine Cup 2004 -
Today is the presentation for the 13 finalists for the Imagine Cup 2004 and we were the 2nd group to present . Overall , I felt that we did quite well as we were steady in our power-point presentation and calm during the Q&A session . Hope we will do Temasek Polytechnic proud.....

Went to enjoy myself after one week of hard-work .... played pool & watch "Stuck On You" with CheePeng and WenQi .... I was laughing through out the movie ~!~! Though this movie was a comedy but there were valuable things to be learnt....

What a day man ~!~! I had lots of fun today .....

If You Are Happy With Who You Are & What You Are , Why Bother To Change ? Sometimes By Changing , You May Not Feel As Happy As Before....

S.H Peow @ 10:00 PM

February 05, 2004

- I Love Temasek Polytechnic -
Wah....Time flies man ~!~! Suddenly its Thursday liaoz ..... Next monday is my presentation and we still got quite alot of stuff to do .....

Suddenly I love school so much !! My own personal lab where I can listen to songs , play daidee , play games , surf net & chit-chat with friends....I dun want go back CAAS ~!~!~! It's like going back to the jail man....no internet access , no icq & msn , no daidee , no games & no one to crap with me !!!

So tired man......

I Already Gave My Best , I Have No Regrets At All .....

S.H Peow @ 12:00 AM

February 04, 2004

- I Did It -
Today I am so proud of myself !! I finally did it ~!~! I finally plucked up my courage and say "Bye Bye" to HER liaoz....It's not easy man ! For the past few months , I have been trying to defeat myself & there were injuries here and there ... Finally today , I gave HIM a punch to the face ! I hope that I will defeat HIM one day ......

I have taken the first step , now its up to her liaoz ~!~! I just hope we can be friends again ... Maybe it just takes time ba ...

Maybe in the future we can be together again but not for now.....

I Understand Why She Wants To Break-Up With Me But It Is Just Too Difficult For Me To Accept It.....

S.H Peow @ 11:00 PM

February 03, 2004

- Sad Day -
Today I went back school to prepare for my .Net Competition on 9th February and all the time I kept thinking of HER .... Hope to see HER in school but scare to see HER ... Haiz ~!~!

In the end , I saw her with Rayner & co at the street soccer court and guess what ? She never even look at me...we have become total strangers liaoz....Haiz ~!~! I wanted to say Hi to her but somehow I lack the courage to do so .... Why am I such a failure ? Seems like I am such a jerk that she don't even wana say HI to me.....Guess I am really one ba ! Haiz.....I am so upset man....Don't even have any mood to do anything now....Just wish to keep quiet & do nothing....

I am really trying my best....just that I am facing too many obstacles....And it is driving me crazy liaoz....

It just hurts me so much...............


S.H Peow @ 10:00 PM

February 01, 2004

- Boring Chingay -
Last night went Chingay with my Poly classmates and it was quite disappointing.....Orchard Road was packed with so many ppl that it just pissed me off man ! They say got Jackie Chan as special guest but I missed it ~!~! Sianz ... I was busily munching away my dinner when he went past me.....Darn ! Still prefer last year's parade man....performance was much more better and we have space to look at the parade....Sianz ~!~!Guess this year's budget must be super low man....That's why they produce such quality performances ~!~!

Recently , I received one very good news and that is my team have been chosen to represent Temasek Polytechnic to compete against 11 other teams in Singapore for the Imagine Cup 2004 organised by Microsoft . Actually we were quite lucky to be chosen as there were better teams who deserve it more than we do but maybe our idea is more original ba.....

Biill Gates HERE I COME !!!!!

S.H Peow @ 2:00 PM
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