Today I went back school to prepare for my .Net Competition on 9th February and all the time I kept thinking of HER .... Hope to see HER in school but scare to see HER ... Haiz ~!~!

In the end , I saw her with Rayner & co at the street soccer court and guess what ? She never even look at me...we have become total strangers liaoz....Haiz ~!~! I wanted to say Hi to her but somehow I lack the courage to do so .... Why am I such a failure ? Seems like I am such a jerk that she don't even wana say HI to me.....Guess I am really one ba ! Haiz.....I am so upset man....Don't even have any mood to do anything now....Just wish to keep quiet & do nothing....

I am really trying my best....just that I am facing too many obstacles....And it is driving me crazy liaoz....

It just hurts me so much...............